It was an attempt to feel desirable. The messages that show up in my inbox range from hilarious to kind of hot. For praise and approval.
How Posing Nude Became the Ultimate Celebrity Power Move
The attention gives the feeling of being desired and attractive. I have self esteem issues thanks to an SO that is less than complimentary and I thrive on that shit.
Anonymous Internet horny peeps give me that boost and no harm done: I prefer posting naughty videos. They make me feel sooo sexy. Mostly because why not. Also sometimes get horny.